Actress Who Found the Answer to "What's the Point of It All?" in Her Brooklyn Backyard | Lili Taylor
Birds offer a gateway to contemplative practice and presence. By simply looking up and listening—truly paying attention to the sounds, behaviors, and struggles of birds—you can counterprogram the inner voice that asks "what's the point?" Witnessing their will to live, their urgency to mate and survi
54mKey Takeaway
Birds offer a gateway to contemplative practice and presence. By simply looking up and listening—truly paying attention to the sounds, behaviors, and struggles of birds—you can counterprogram the inner voice that asks "what's the point?" Witnessing their will to live, their urgency to mate and survive, reminds us we're part of something larger. Start with 5 minutes: notice one bird, stay longer than feels comfortable, and follow the story unfolding before you.
Episode Overview
Lily Taylor discusses how birding became her unexpected spiritual practice and antidote to nihilism. She explains the concept of biophilia—our hardwired response to nature—and how paying attention to birds helps her feel connected to something larger than herself. The conversation explores listening as a skill, awe walks, and how focusing on the natural world can induce moral behavior and combat hopelessness.
Key Insights
Birds as a Gateway to Presence
Taylor describes how birds helped her find moments of peace when traditional meditation failed. By listening to and observing birds, she discovered a contemplative practice that works for her—one that focuses attention outside herself and connects her to something bigger. This practice doesn't require perfection; it's about returning to listening again and again.
The Will to Live as Antidote to Nihilism
Watching birds migrate with singular focus—facing death to make life—counteracts Taylor's inner nihilist. Standing atop the Empire State Building watching spring migration, she witnesses pure urgency and purpose. This reminds her that if she can recognize that drive in birds, she must have it within herself too.
Biophilia: Our Hardwired Response to Nature
E.O. Wilson's theory suggests we're hardwired to respond to the natural world—the wiring is already there, it just needs activation. Taylor observes this when people automatically look up when she's birdwatching, or when children develop bird obsessions after brief nature walks. We're naturally drawn to engage with living things around us.
Listening is a Skill, Not Just a Sense
Taylor emphasizes that "hearing is the sense, listening is the skill, and the difference is paying attention." Whether in acting or birding, true listening means focusing on something outside yourself. It's uncomfortable (the root of 'attention' is 'stretching') and unsustainable indefinitely—so it's okay to drift and return to listening again.
Awe Induces Moral Behavior
Research suggests awe's societal function is inducing moral behavior. When we feel "more than me"—connected to something larger—we become better citizens. This explains why children who took brief bird walks started caring about birds flying into windows: they'd tasted connection and it made them more empathetic.
Notable Quotes
"No contempt prior to investigation. And I think that's the thing is that what birds help me with is for some reason I have contempt prior to investigation. And I don't know why. I just I don't know why I say no a lot. I ju I probably out of fear. I don't know why cuz why am I so why do I say no? What am I so afraid of? What what do I think's going to happen if I if I jump into this experience or and birds sort of just have helped me say yes."
"I think that when we can connect to something bigger, even through people or just something that's bigger than us, I think it's a it's a you got a pretty good chance of feeling a little better."
"And that's when I realized that sweet chirping. Oh, those birds are so sweet. They're Oh my gosh, they're twiddling. And no actually that chirp was actually um well I think it's called the chirp of death actually in the"
"Hearing is the sense, listening is the skill, and the difference between the two is paying attention."
"I think what it does is it it brings me into today into right into you know it's like that that great um not Sanskrit it's what does it look to this day uh for it is life the very life of life in its brief course lies all the varities of existence the pains of existence"
Action Items
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Try a 5-Minute Awe Walk
Based on Virginia Sturm's research, take a brief walk focusing on something outside yourself—birds, trees, clouds. The key is directing attention outward rather than inward. Studies show participants felt better after just five minutes of this practice.
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Stay Longer Than Feels Comfortable
When you notice a bird (or any natural phenomenon), resist the urge to move on. Stay past that uncomfortable moment. Taylor discovered that 'if I stayed, I saw the story—there was always a story if I stayed.' This is where the magic happens.
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Practice Returning to Listening
Don't expect perfect attention. Recognize that 'paying attention' literally means stretching—it's uncomfortable and unsustainable indefinitely. When you notice you've drifted, simply return to listening. The practice is in the returning, not in never wandering.
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Use Birds as Your Meditation Gateway
If traditional meditation doesn't work for you, try using birds (or other nature) as your focus object. Listen to their calls, watch their behavior, investigate what they're doing. This can serve as a contemplative practice that connects you to something larger than yourself.